HELP, I want to see Jesus,
behind everything and everyone. So I’ll be an enjoyer of everything and everyone, instead of being judge of all, noting strengths and weaknesses, so I can feel superior in some way. If I don’t see SovereignJesus behind everyone, I will sit in judgment of them. Whyzat? I’m a pathetically insecure, immature, neurotic, deluded proving addict, in need of being rescued from myself. Obsessively competitive. Rejecter — not an enjoyer, of others. Impossible to judge, reject, compete, unless I’m confident-I-know-what’s-best.
—ShepherdDave, who is only able to enjoy others when he’s been freshly convicted of the sin of independence/confidence-he-knows-what’s-best, so he’s momentarily DumbSheepDave, enjoying the bliss of Jesus-dependency/Jesus-humility/Jesus-contentment, so he’s able to enjoy everyone and everything, even ShepherdDave, so the nonbelievers around him might experience Jesus
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